A sad soul, Jesus, please hear her.
30/8/19 I do not know why, I recreated this blog out of sudden. I think it is most likely because there is plenty of thoughts and mixed feelings of mine left unsaid, buried in the bottom of my heart. Am I supposed to write how is my day? Is this how usually people do it? Ben, if you happen to see this, please do not feel sad that I did not share all these with you. Girls are weird, we tend to overthink when we are alone. I do not know whether other girls are like that or not, but at least I do know that I am. After a 5 consecutive working days, I often feel so mentally drained on the precious off days. I just do not feel motivated. It is not because of you or because I feel alone or lonely... I just do not know why., I am not motivated. What I know is... I simply just binge eating when you are not at home. Mc Donald, spicy and oily food etc. I am really sick of this sedentary lifestyle, the lack of motivation made me sick. I am getting fatter and fatt...